This is my second blog, which will never be known to anyone known ... here is somewhere for me to confess everything without having any embarrasing to make me feel worse .... trying to have somewhere safe for me to be frank to myself.
There are too many lies in my life, I m too shame to have these lies to be revealed to my friends. However, it is also too suffer for me to keep everythiny on my own .... I have no idea of how it will be to have my privacy to be unsealed to strangers, at least it is not that embrassing enough for me to hold my step up.
Anyone going to know my stuff wouldnt get to know me, those know me would not get to know my stuff, somewhat I m still invisible to everyone, I am too coward to have myself to be wholely known ...
Since I dont want to have some part of mine to be told presumably I can hardly get close to anyone or have anyone to get close to me ... anyway, this is my choice... I choose to stand alone .
